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Friday, 14 March 2008

quote [ Whatever, whatever, whatever, whatever,

To the power of a gazillion gazillion gazillion,

All infinities.
... ]

Sometimes you come across something that just makes you wonder...

Whoever this person is, they have posted about a gazillion videos to google video (sidebar "From User") - some only seconds long, some several hours long, many with huge gaping pauses of nothingness but an empty shot. I can only speculate that this seems a lot like someone with severe schizophrenia and OCD, but I can't rule out a serious acid habit or even just a twisted artist's idea of something...creative. In any case, it's probably not worth a post and will probably get modded into hell, but it seems like something that is asking to be seen, so why not. Make what you will of it.

"She's so fucking stupid, I don't even know how she got to be a Satanist..."
http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=6080450159355327795

"Daniel may have said he did smallest increment of time work to meet that little girl in the park who was doing holy spirit foot work imitation with a ball."
http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=-3999131347197178579

[art] [by donnie@10:45amGMT] [+10 WTF]

Comments

KropperPrime said @ 10:54am GMT on 14th Mar
Not worth a post?? Are you kidding??

Whatever, whatever, whatever, whatever to the power of a gazillion gazillion gazillion all inifinities.

donnie said @ 11:00am GMT on 14th Mar
Well, it's one of those things I keep running into and have slowly become captivated with. I often search through google vids by date in a handful of categories just to see what's new and, invariably, there's always a few of these peppered into the mix. At first I ignored them, seeming like just another webcam vid, but soon the sheer number of them cropping up started to catch my attention. After watching a few, I didn't know what to think... they're almost hypnotic. Finally made a post of them, but I fear they're a bit esoteric, even for SE. I figured such a phenomenon should be noted and archived somewhere, though, and this seemed as good a place as any.

KropperPrime said @ 11:06am GMT on 14th Mar
I'm deeply fascinated by schizophrenia.

This is awesome.

donnie said @ 11:09am GMT on 14th Mar
I see the attraction, then.

RoboRonnie said @ 1:49pm GMT on 14th Mar
I felt her trying to hypnotize me. The light getting brighter... and the nonsense words. I resisted, but I felt it.

Be careful Donnie... she's a freakin' witch!

donnie said @ 5:32pm GMT on 15th Mar
I always keep a duck handy to test the waters for such things, don't worry.

Fu Man Chu said @ 11:14am GMT on 14th Mar
Then you should know it's supposedly caused by a strep throat infection occuring at a certain point in a child's development...

Not so mysterious and interesting now huh?

randomaction said @ 9:07am GMT on 15th Mar
Even if your theory turns out to true; how does that make things less interesting?

krimz said @ 10:55am GMT on 14th Mar
ocd?

kang said @ 10:58am GMT on 14th Mar
All of the above.

herra turpa said @ 10:59am GMT on 14th Mar
Futile

ZombieVision said @ 11:05am GMT on 14th Mar

donnie said @ 11:11am GMT on 14th Mar
Tom Cruise is such a cokehead, man...

racerx said @ 11:19am GMT on 14th Mar
I could be wrong but I believe Steve-o has actually recently been admitted to a mental facility.

KropperPrime said @ 11:22am GMT on 14th Mar
Apparently

DarkShadowRavenDragonGrrl69 said @ 1:21pm GMT on 14th Mar
Looks like Steve-O's on coke or whatever the white stuff in his nose is.

Åñöñý‹v›öµš said @ 8:26pm GMT on 14th Mar
so steve-o will be joining anna nicole momenterally.... too bad. the guy was pretty funny.

JOECAM said @ 11:24am GMT on 14th Mar

http://www.steveo.com

tamp said @ 11:29am GMT on 14th Mar
Crazy is like Crack or Crack. I never did crack, but I love crack thats wet, anyway both are addicting, the danger, thrill and fun with sex an d vexed.

DarkShadowRavenDragonGrrl69 said @ 11:36am GMT on 14th Mar
Tamp?

donnie said @ 11:59am GMT on 14th Mar
...it did cross my mind

tamp said @ 12:01pm GMT on 14th Mar [Score:1 Insightful]
Once you go mad you never go back... or is it, Once you go black you never go back, once you hit it from the back you can't stop fantasizing about it crazy?

Saint_Marck said @ 2:35pm GMT on 14th Mar
I would like to do shrooms with you.

KropperPrime said @ 3:44pm GMT on 14th Mar
Guaranteed bad trip.

tamp said @ 4:02pm GMT on 14th Mar
If ye ever be in Virginia or Mary-land

DarkShadowRavenDragonGrrl69 said @ 5:49pm GMT on 14th Mar
God, I want to come too. SO BADLYYYYYYY!!!!

KropperPrime said @ 6:58pm GMT on 14th Mar
Virginia is the only American state I ever visited.

(Including all the others states you have to cross from Quebec to get there, but I was really going to Virginia)

utah said @ 11:57am GMT on 14th Mar [Score:1 Interesting]
Haven't watched the entire oeuvre, but I think the linked video is her casting a spell. She seems to be asking for a series of things from a script in a ritualised manner, and I suspect some of the more confusing terms ("Sigourney Weaver") used aren't literal but are symbolic names for people or things. I think posting the video is her modern equivalent of those small ads you used to see at the back of newspapers, thanking $CATHOLIC_IDOL for $MIRACLE.

KingTaco said @ 12:10pm GMT on 14th Mar
So either she's a witch or some kind of crazy. Not that I see the two as being mutually exclusive.

Khafra said @ 2:18pm GMT on 14th Mar
Interesting spin, and very plausible. Austin Osman Spare's sigil magic inspired charging rituals similar to this, in older mediums; like graffiti.

KropperPrime said @ 2:19pm GMT on 14th Mar
She is just batshit insane.

No magic here kids, move along.

KingTaco said @ 12:13pm GMT on 14th Mar
I notice that the user name is Paul and she doesn't look much like a Paul. She also mentions CIA drugs in one of the videos. Government conspiracy?! I doubt it.

ckfahrenheit said @ 1:23pm GMT on 14th Mar
I call possible autism.

Would it get some wind for the sailboat. And it could get for it is.
It could get the railroad for these workers. And it could be were it is.
It could Franky it could be Franky it could be very fresh and clean
It could be a balloon.
All these are the days my friends and these are the days my friends.
It could get some wind for the sailboat. And it could get for it is.
It could get the railroad for these workers. It could get for it is were.
It could be a balloon. It could be Franky. It could be very fresh and clean.
All these are the days my friends and these are the days my friends.
It could be those days.
Will it get some wind for the sailboat and it could get for it is it.
It could get the railroad for these workers workers. It could get for it is.
All these are the days my friends and these are the days my friends.
But these days of 888 cents in 100 coins of change...
These are theiidays mmy friends and these are my days my friends.
Make a tiota on thses these are theiidays loop
So if you say will it get some wind for the sailboat and it could for
It could be Franky it could he very fresh and cleann. So it could be those ones. So if You cash the bank of world traveler from 10 months ago.
Doo you rememberf Honz the bus driver..., Well I put the red ball
blue ball two black and white balls. And Honz pushed on his brakes and
the four balls went down to that. And Honz said. "get those four balls away from the gearshift" All these are the days my friends and these are the days my friends. It could get the railroad for these workers. Itmmcould
Would will it get some wind for the sailboat. And it could get for it is.

-- Christopher Knowles, from Einstein on the Beach

xgp007 said @ 2:03pm GMT on 14th Mar
I think something is seriously wrong with her... If you listen for a few minutes to the 3rd link, she sounds like she has some serious type of personality/disassociative disorder.

In this one, she starts talking about how she wants "Paul" to "fuck her ass on the first date."

http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=7577669622616057006

I'm quite disturbed after watching 4-5 of these for a few minutes...

donnie said @ 9:58pm GMT on 14th Mar
I agree. It seems like schizophrenia, to be honest. Mildly paranoid, seriously disordered. The newest one, however, it seem she finally changed her shirt...after several weeks, at least, if not months.

Cakkafracle said @ 4:30pm GMT on 14th Mar
we have GOT to make her famous!

whatever-whatever-whatever-whatever

ring riot said @ 7:44pm GMT on 14th Mar
Wow.

ring riot said @ 7:48pm GMT on 14th Mar
Sandra Jacobson or Sigourney Weaver may have said that Sigourney Weaver is the ugly pig-dyke leader of the second survivor's group I went to in Scranton, Pennsylvania.

I WANT THAT ON A T-SHIRT. NOW.

ring riot said @ 7:53pm GMT on 14th Mar
Okay, watched a few more.

OCD (has to say "to the power of a gazillion (etc.) after a statement, hints at obsessive need to repeat statement - a mechanism she uses to keep it at bay) + Schizophrenia (whatever, whatever, whatever - sounds like she's trying to ignore voices?) + Satanism (clothes, certain statements she makes) + LSD (odd little space-outs and wandering eyes) = GOOD FUN.

ring riot said @ 7:57pm GMT on 14th Mar
On the other hand, it could be the logical, ripening extension, to borrow a phrase from Ken Kesey, of too much reality television.

He was so government?

I had NASA'd with you?

This chick is a treasure trove!

Åñöñý‹v›öµš said @ 8:16pm GMT on 14th Mar
SHE SPEAKS THE TRUTH, SHE IS THE NEW ORACLE.

sacrelicious said @ 8:19pm GMT on 14th Mar
BLESSED BE THE CHEESEMAKERS!

Åñöñý‹v›öµš said @ 12:14am GMT on 15th Mar
Maybe we should devote our lives to her words.

nik said @ 11:51pm GMT on 14th Mar
THIS POSTING is why I love Sensible Erection. Thank you.

nik said @ 11:58pm GMT on 14th Mar
http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=9053614625782074270

"The law firms that were involved with all these people stealing my money may be east and slightly south of the white house."

She seems to pause like she's listening to people and then saying what they say. She's hearing voices. "Steve Ensel just told me." And at one point she says someone spoke to her, possible John F. Kennedy.

Something about her speech reminds me of the writing of J.G. Ballard.

donnie said @ 4:26am GMT on 15th Mar
There's one where she spends about five minutes just staring, as though listening, occasionally nodding and interjecting agreements like "mm-hmmm...yeah."

KropperPrime said @ 7:25am GMT on 15th Mar
I think she is chatting with someone, she seems to be typing.

donnie said @ 8:10am GMT on 15th Mar
Chatting or perhaps documenting her thoughts...it's all so difficult to figure out.

utah said @ 11:54am GMT on 15th Mar
...and is she staring at herself on the screen, or reading notes?

donnie said @ 4:28am GMT on 15th Mar
Curiously, though, the IRS building and the Department of Commerce are both East and slightly south of the White House...

bsti Natosi said @ 11:30am GMT on 15th Mar [Score:5 Interesting]
I'm obsessed with this now TYVM.
She mentions that she lives at Sunset Club Apartments, which is in South Miami FLA. She also mentions a Dr. Sanford Jacobson, who is a Forensic Psychologist in South Miami. Google maps show the two addresses to be quite close together. She claims he tortured her, but at least she's getting SOME treatment, apparently. She's also a huge racist.

Has an affinity for boxed wine. I can't tell if she's talking to voices in her head or in a chatroom, or both.
She went to a school called Pinecrest in Ft. Lauderdale, so a location has def been established.

She does mention Dr. Jacobson telling her she was a DD: probably developmentally disabled.
Mentions Paul quite a few times (Other User)

Sorry if this is long, I'm just trying to present more background, as psychoses fascinate me. I think she may suffer from multiple psychoses, yet still manages to function normally.
The time stamps and the FP might indicate that she's required to make these videos as a condition of outpatitient observation.

bsti Natosi said @ 11:33am GMT on 15th Mar
Is it Sanford or Sandra? Because Sandra Jacobson studies the neurobiology of delirium at Brown Research at Brown in RI.

nik said @ 10:56pm GMT on 15th Mar
http://video.google.co.uk/videoplay?docid=8753057333490652159

"The angels of God tell me to drink vodka tonic -- so I will."

nik said @ 10:59pm GMT on 15th Mar
Other people have noticed and are talking...

http://zip.4chan.org/x/res/538429.html

bsti Natosi said @ 10:12am GMT on 16th Mar
404 on that link, nik.

graham said @ 10:31am GMT on 16th Mar
omg mod/reply bsti Natosi ~:Q

Trigger said @ 11:14am GMT on 16th Mar
that's grahamese for Hello chaps, I think I may have imbibed a tad too much liquor tonight, so please pardon my irrational behavior like duct taping the cat to the ceiling.

graham said @ 12:41pm GMT on 16th Mar
I WAS TRYING TO MOCK bsti Natosi BUT YOU HAD TO GO AHEAD AN RUUUUUUUIN IT D:

bsti Natosi said @ 12:47pm GMT on 16th Mar
Seriously, this is starting to affect my own sanity. It should only be viewed in short increments, else you might find yourself trying to say whateverwhateverwhateverwhatever as fast as she does.

I have a NEED now to understand what's going on with this person.
Was she abused by Satanists at some point? There's frustratingly too little information to go on.
But I do think jumping on the t-shirt tip now, before this turns into a full blown meme, is a good idea.

bsti Natosi said @ 12:54pm GMT on 16th Mar
What's to mock? I've been a visitor of SE for years under the name Sylvain, but recently lost my account info when my hard drive died.
Yeah, mock if you like, but this isn't my post, nor am I involved in any way, other than being far too interested in knowing what this is all about.
It's probably the strangest set of videos I've ever seen.